God says love your life

Okay so it has been more then a couple of years since I have written anything on this blog, and a lot has happened since then. *deep breath* I am now a 20 year old student, that has had many trials. I found and lost my first boyfriend in about three months, went through some spiritual warfare, was in a mental hospital on and off over two months, did something horrific to one of my family, and am now awaiting a verdict from the courts on that said thing I did to that family member. Life has been nothing but a long downhill plunge over the last four years. I find it very nerve racking that it took this four year plunge for me to be where I am right now. I am in a coffee shop on their wifi having to write this, and let me say that even with all these people going in and out hurrying to go about their busy lives I am finding it peaceful. Which is something I wouldn't have ever thought before. I can think this and be at peace with myself and my surroundings because of my wake up call about three months ago. I was kicked out of my home, and my parents had to because of my trouble with the law, I am very grateful that my aunt and uncle had a spare room that I could stay in during these times. I was struggling money wise, didn't have a job, had no determination, and was extremely overweight. Since then I have found two jobs, just bought a car, am more self-motivated, and have lost almost 30 lbs. The reason I am disclosing this to you my reader is to tell you not to let this happen to you, find something or someone to live for. I was only living for myself and no one else and that was my undoing. The only person how got me through this is God, he changed me and now I love this new me. I wish i had listened to him earlier in my live, maybe this all wouldn't have happened. But then I wouldn't be writing to you just to let you know; Love your life. Let God lead it and follow him, he has it planned all out for you. You just need to follow his footsteps. Now if you have to go searching for his footprints, you aren't following his path his path for you is simple. Love your live and live it for him and he will guide you. God will tell you when to turn, when to go off the path, but it is all to glorify and honor him. And in doing this for him you will be blessed in your live ten fold. He wanted me to love my live and I threw it back in his face. I hurt my true father, I was rebelling, and that hurt him, myself, and the people around me. I want to go back in time and just change everything about me from the start, that is not his will. For I wouldn't be who I am today without all those trials and downfalls. Love you and love your live. God Bless, Patches