A whole new ME

Hi I would like to introduce the new me. Right now I'm feeling all Emo and moody. My dad say it's just me trying to grow up and figure myself out, but I'm not so sure that's what it is. I think it's because my whole life sucks right now. Grandpa died on May,1 2010. I have a job and I'm stressed form time and space. MY whole life is starting to go down the drain and soon it will be time for collage and I have freaking clue what I'm going to do with life now and in the future. I guess I'll have to wait and see how God is going to change me and what he's going to do.